The Wives of the Dead
The
following story, the simple and domestic incidents of which may be deemed
scarcely worth relating, after such a lapse of time, awakened some degree of
interest, a hundred years ago, in a principal seaport of the Bay Province.
The rainy twilight of an autumn day;—a parlor on the second floor of a small
house, plainly furnished, as beseemed the middling circumstances of its
inhabitants, yet decorated with little curiosities from beyond the sea, and a
few delicate specimens of Indian manufacture,—these are the only particulars
to be premised in regard to scene and season. Two young and comely women sat
together by the fireside, nursing their mutual and peculiar sorrows. They
were the recent brides of two brothers, a sailor and a landsman, and two
successive days had brought tidings of the death of each, by the chances of
Canadian warfare, and the tempestuous Atlantic. The universal sympathy
excited by this bereavement drew numerous condoling guests to the habitation
of the widowed sisters. Several, among whom was the minister, had remained
till the verge of evening, when, one by one, whispering many comfortable
passages of Scripture that were answered by more abundant tears, they took
their leave and departed to their own happier homes. The mourners, though not
insensible to the kindness of their friends, had yearned to be left alone.
United, as they had been, by the relationship of the living, and now more
closely so by that of the dead, each felt as if whatever consolation her
grief admitted were to be found in the bosom of the other. They joined their
hearts, and wept together silently. But after an hour of such indulgence, one
of the sisters, all of whose emotions were influenced by her mild, quiet, yet
not feeble character, began to recollect the precepts of resignation and
endurance which piety had taught her, when she did not think to need them.
Her misfortune, besides, as earliest known, should earliest cease to interfere
with her regular course of duties; accordingly, having placed the table
before the fire, and arranged a frugal meal, she took the hand of her
companion.
"Come,
dearest sister; you have eaten not a morsel to-day," she said.
"Arise, I pray you, and let us ask a blessing on that which is provided
for us."
Her
sister-in-law was of a lively and irritable temperament, and the first pangs
of her sorrow had been expressed by shrieks and passionate lamentation. She
now shrunk from Mary's words, like a wounded sufferer from a hand that
revives the throb.
"There
is no blessing left for me, neither will I ask it," cried Margaret, with
a fresh burst of tears. "Would it were His will that I might never taste
food more."
Yet
she trembled at these rebellious expressions, almost as soon as they were
uttered, and, by degrees, Mary succeeded in bringing her sister's mind nearer
to the situation of her own. Time went on, and their usual hour of repose
arrived. The brothers and their brides, entering the married state with no
more than the slender means which then sanctioned such a step, had
confederated themselves in one household, with equal rights to the parlor,
and claiming exclusive privileges in two sleeping rooms contiguous to it.
Thither the widowed ones retired, after heaping ashes upon the dying embers
of their fire, and placing a lighted lamp upon the hearth. The doors of both
chambers were left open, so that a part of the interior of each, and the beds
with their unclosed curtains, were reciprocally visible. Sleep did not steal
upon the sisters at one and the same time. Mary experienced the effect often
consequent upon grief quietly borne, and soon sunk into temporary
forgetfulness, while Margaret became more disturbed and feverish, in
proportion as the night advanced with its deepest and stillest hours. She lay
listening to the drops of rain that came down in monotonous succession,
unswayed by a breath of wind; and a nervous impulse continually caused her to
lift her head from the pillow, and gaze into Mary's chamber and the
intermediate apartment. The cold light of the lamp threw the shadows of the
furniture up against the wall, stamping them immovably there, except when
they were shaken by a sudden flicker of the flame. Two vacant arm-chairs were
in their old positions on opposite sides of the hearth, where the brothers
had been wont to sit in young and laughing dignity, as heads of families; two
humbler seats were near them, the true thrones of that little empire, where
Mary and herself had exercised in love a power that love had won. The
cheerful radiance of the fire had shone upon the happy circle, and the dead
glimmer of the lamp might have befitted their reunion now. While Margaret
groaned in bitterness, she heard a knock at the street-door.
"How
would my heart have leapt at that sound but yesterday!" thought she,
remembering the anxiety with which she had long awaited tidings from her
husband. "I care not for it now; let them begone, for I will not
arise."
But
even while a sort of childish fretfulness made her thus resolve, she was
breathing hurriedly, and straining her ears to catch a repetition of the
summons. It is difficult to be convinced of the death of one whom we have
deemed another self. The knocking was now renewed in slow and regular
strokes, apparently given with the soft end of a doubled fist, and was
accompanied by words, faintly heard through several thicknesses of wall.
Margaret looked to her sister's chamber, and beheld her still lying in the
depths of sleep. She arose, placed her foot upon the floor, and slightly
arrayed herself, trembling between fear and eagerness as she did so.
"Heaven
help me!" sighed she. "I have nothing left to fear, and methinks I
am ten times more a coward than ever."
Seizing
the lamp from the hearth, she hastened to the window that overlooked the
street-door. It was a lattice, turning upon hinges; and having thrown it
back, she stretched her head a little way into the moist atmosphere. A
lantern was reddening the front of the house, and melting its light in the
neighboring puddles, while a deluge of darkness overwhelmed every other
object. As the window grated on its hinges, a man in a broad brimmed hat and
blanket-coat, stepped from under the shelter of the projecting story, and
looked upward to discover whom his application had aroused. Margaret knew him
as a friendly innkeeper of the town.
"What
would you have, Goodman Parker?" cried the widow.
"Lack-a-day,
is it you, Mistress Margaret?" replied the innkeeper. "I was afraid
it might be your sister Mary; for I hate to see a young woman in trouble,
when I haven't a word of comfort to whisper her."
"For
Heaven's sake, what news do you bring?" screamed Margaret.
"Why,
there has been an express through the town within this half hour," said
Goodman Parker, "travelling from the eastern jurisdiction with letters
from the governor and council. He tarried at my house to refresh himself with
a drop and a morsel, and I asked him what tidings on the frontiers. He tells
me we had the better in the skirmish you wot of, and that thirteen men
reported slain are well and sound, and your husband among them. Besides, he
is appointed of the escort to bring the captivated Frenchers and Indians home
to the province jail. I judged you wouldn't mind being broke of your rest,
and so I stepped over to tell you. Good night."
So
saying, the honest man departed; and his lantern gleamed along the street,
bringing to view indistinct shapes of things, and the fragments of a world,
like order glimmering through chaos, or memory roaming over the past. But Margaret
stayed not to watch these picturesque effects. Joy flashed into her heart,
and lighted it up at once, and breathless, and with winged steps, she flew to
the bedside of her sister. She paused, however, at the door of the chamber,
while a thought of pain broke in upon her.
"Poor
Mary!" said she to herself. "Shall I waken her, to feel her sorrow
sharpened by my happiness? No; I will keep it within my own bosom till the
morrow."
She
approached the bed to discover if Mary's sleep were peaceful. Her face was
turned partly inward to the pillow, and had been hidden there to weep; but a
look of motionless contentment was now visible upon it, as if her heart, like
a deep lake, had grown calm because its dead had sunk down so far within.
Happy is it, and strange, that the lighter sorrows are those from which
dreams are chiefly fabricated. Margaret shrunk from disturbing her
sister-in-law, and felt as if her own better fortune had rendered her
involuntarily unfaithful, and as if altered and diminished affection must be
the consequence of the disclosure she had to make. With a sudden step she
turned away. But joy could not long be repressed, even by circumstances that
would have excited heavy grief at another moment. Her mind was thronged with
delightful thoughts, till sleep stole on and transformed them to visions,
more delightful and more wild, like the breath of winter (but what a cold
comparison!) working fantastic tracery upon a window.
When
the night was far advanced, Mary awoke with a sudden start. A vivid dream had
latterly involved her in its unreal life, of which, however, she could only
remember that it had been broken in upon at the most interesting point. For a
little time, slumber hung about her like a morning mist, hindering her from
perceiving the distinct outline of her situation. She listened with imperfect
consciousness to two or three volleys of a rapid and eager knocking; and
first she deemed the noise a matter of course, like the breath she drew;
next, it appeared a thing in which she had no concern; and lastly, she became
aware that it was a summons necessary to be obeyed. At the same moment, the
pang of recollection darted into her mind; the pall of sleep was thrown back
from the face of grief; the dim light of the chamber, and the objects therein
revealed, had retained all her suspended ideas, and restored them as soon as
she unclosed her eyes. Again, there was a quick peal upon the street-door.
Fearing that her sister would also be disturbed, Mary wrapped herself in a
cloak and hood, took the lamp from the hearth, and hastened to the window. By
some accident, it had been left unhasped, and yielded easily to her hand.
"Who's
there?" asked Mary, trembling as she looked forth.
The
storm was over, and the moon was up; it shone upon broken clouds above, and
below upon houses black with moisture, and upon little lakes of the fallen
rain, curling into silver beneath the quick enchantment of a breeze. A young
man in a sailor's dress, wet as if he had come out of the depths of the sea,
stood alone under the window. Mary recognized him as one whose livelihood was
gained by short voyages along the coast; nor did she forget, that, previous
to her marriage, he had been an unsuccessful wooer of her own.
"What
do you seek here, Stephen?" said she.
"Cheer
up, Mary, for I seek to comfort you," answered the rejected lover.
"You must know I got home not ten minutes ago, and the first thing my
good mother told me was the news about your husband. So, without saying a
word to the old woman, I clapped on my hat, and ran out of the house. I
couldn't have slept a wink before speaking to you, Mary, for the sake of old
times."
"Stephen,
I thought better of you!" exclaimed the widow, with gushing tears, and
preparing to close the lattice; for she was no whit inclined to imitate the
first wife of Zadig.
"But
stop, and hear my story out," cried the young sailor. "I tell you
we spoke a brig yesterday afternoon, bound in from Old England. And whom do
you think I saw standing on deck, well and hearty, only a bit thinner than he
was five months ago?"
Mary
leaned from the window, but could not speak.
"Why,
it was your husband himself," continued the generous seaman. "He
and three others saved themselves on a spar when the Blessing turned bottom
upwards. The brig will beat into the bay by daylight, with this wind, and
you'll see him here tomorrow. There's the comfort I bring you, Mary, and so
good night."
He
hurried away, while Mary watched him with a doubt of waking reality, that
seemed stronger or weaker as he alternately entered the shade of the houses,
or emerged into the broad streaks of moonlight. Gradually, however, a blessed
flood of conviction swelled into her heart, in strength enough to overwhelm
her, had its increase been more abrupt. Her first impulse was to rouse her
sister-in-law, and communicate the new-born-gladness. She opened the
chamber-door, which had been closed in the course of the night, though not
latched, advanced to the bedside, and was about to lay her hand upon the
slumberer's shoulder. But then she remembered that Margaret would awake to
thoughts of death and woe, rendered not the less bitter by their contrast
with her own felicity. She suffered the rays of the lamp to fall upon the
unconscious form of the bereaved one. Margaret lay in unquiet sleep, and the
drapery was displaced around her; her young cheek was rosy-tinted, and her
lips half opened in a vivid smile; an expression of joy, debarred its passage
by her sealed eyelids, struggled forth like incense from the whole
countenance.
"My
poor sister! you will waken too soon from that happy dream," thought
Mary.
Before
retiring, she set down the lamp and endeavoured to arrange the bed-clothes,
so that the chill air might not do harm to the feverish slumberer. But her
hand trembled against Margaret's neck, a tear also fell upon her cheek, and
she suddenly awoke.
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